My newest fear: CFS(ME). Would rather die then get this desease.
I was suddenly just really fascinated by this blog. It made me sad to see how far things can actually go, and happy to realise how early I got out of the worst parts of this horrible sickness that is anorexia. And I ask myself the most stupid question, that didn’t occur to me then, but I see so clearly now; why would anyone want to look like this?
The almost naked truth. I think I’ve gained at least fore pounds since I got here, but this definitely suits me better. Lost some abs, but. (Been starting to take the liberty to end sentences with but since everyone else here seems to do so.)
I was trying to explain this to my parents yesterday.
“ So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future.” - Christopher McCandless